SWEET, BITTER, SWEET 2019.

I woke up one beautiful morning all happy and grateful in a short gold dress, ran with so much strength to the balcony to see how it's all going.. It was 12am already. Everyone were happy... I heard churches celebrate their new year. I didn't attend service but I was so much in line with everything happening around. I could not believe what had just happened. I saw through 2018 to 2019..... It felt like the year of fulfillment for me and you know what?? It was... First I started with a smile on my face, happy about all I got until I was shot out of that smile for a bit. Tears rolled down my eyes uncontrollably, I met crazy and good people at the same time. But I had to stop and move on, then I had series of progress, there was nothing I could lack anymore until I loss myself..... Nothing felt like me anymore. There was no way to get back to being me, until I met an angel in human form who gave me the bread of life, the Bible, the word, then I could finally find myself.......